I was so surprised about how calming shooting was. I always imagined guns to be weapons of furious anger. Itâs how theyâre portrayed in all the shoot em up movies, anyway. Someone pisses you off, you get your gun and you give them what for. But the real life thing is just the opposite. Youâve got to be perfectly still, your eye trained on your single spot in the distance, and youâve somehow got to squeeze the trigger without moving an inch. Anger could never shoot straight.
One time, New York cops shot into a small truck 50+ times after a "bad guy", and never hit him. Since car doors are like tissue paper for the 9mm and/or .40 calibre pistols NY's finest carry (I forget which), this is telling. Most "hot-rage" killings occur with knives, because knives are close-up weapons.
I am a mediocre shot. Most guns don't fit these big hand s well, so I shoot erratically with them. I expect to get worse with age, and not better. That's why I've already switched from the 9mm as the home defense gun to the short-barreled Winchester 12 gauge.